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[almaviva90]

Gah...slept at nearly 4 this morning...and woke up at 8.30 because my mum woke me up...and I was dizzy in the morning (*imagines friends screaming at her because of her stupidity...XD*) which was really no surprise, considering the circumstances.

And now, here I am at school, trying to work on my history coursework - the final draft of which is due tomorrow. What the hell is wrong with me, lol?! Grr...I wanted to show Ms Mathieson a final draft before giving in the real, final copy in period 3 tomorrow. But being the lazy person that I am, I didn't come round to it and sending her an email tonight will be pointless...I REALLY have to get ORGANISED!!! Or I'm screwed at uni and for the exams. *bangs head on desk*

Ah yes, reports...everything seems to be the same although apparently my target grade for GS is B while my attainment grade is A...so...what...you want me to get a B instead, random GS examiners/teachers?! Lol. And I'm still soooo annoyed at myself for still getting a AB in Historical Interpretation for History while everything else is A and the overall is an A. People might think I'm vain for going crazy/disappointed in myself, etc. over an AB which is very good by any sane person's standard (of whom I am most certainly not, -____-). But History is my favourite subject and the one I'm doing for uni and soooo I'm soooo pissed off at myself. I DO NOT want to a B in History or in any of my subjects for that matter in my exams. I CANNOT. =( If I do, I think I will seriously die of disappointment and mortification.

Gaaaaaaaaahhhhhh....I need 3 As and to do them well! *sighs* Why does getting into uni and doing exams/subjects have to be so damn difficult?